Monday, September 19, 2011

long time no see

it's been so long since i've seen you two...
well, it's really only been 4 days but i miss you like crazy...i went over to cheryl's tonight and held wade and snuggled up to him and wished that i was holding my boys.
it's been hard to be away from them and to have nothing here that means as much as them. i made myself busy over the weekend gardening and spending time with the dog - attempting to get the backyard in reasonable shape for us to spend time...and yet when i went to lay down at the end of the night it was just lonely...i didn't hear your little voices grunting and shifting in the background - your sound machine wasn't there to let me know that there were two little baby burritos sleeping right above me...
without you two little ones i am lonely...
i am your mama and without you i am nothing...
sleep well tonight my little ones...
sleep well...